Somewhere Over The…Unifying Om

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Sometimes life gets busy, okay…lots of times! Anyway, sometimes things get busy and our schedules fill up and before we know it, things that we enjoy and are good for us, get the slip.

You know what I mean. Between work, kids, family, commitments…etc. etc…sometimes doing the things we love and that feed our soul, get dropped.

This was the case when it came to my weekly hot yoga sessions. I discovered yoga only a few months ago, and was loving it! It was a priority for me because not only did my body feel good when I practiced yoga, my mind did too. Oh, and the fact that I got to have a date with a good friend that I never see anymore, helped too.

But the last few months have been busy. I’ve been overwhelmed and something had to give. Sadly, it was yoga. Until last night. My friend and I made a point to head to yoga after months off.

First off, if you ever take a few months off of hot yoga…well, let’s just say, you’re going to notice it. When class started, I was thinking, “Oh, man, this is going to be tough. What was I thinking?”And ya know what? It was tough. But then, something happened.

The instructor (I’m sure they have a much cooler yoga-type name) was walking around the class talking. Now, normally I don’t really get into all the ‘Ommy-stuff’. When I first started taking yoga, I actually looked for a class that wasn’t full of that ‘fluffy stuff’. And there have been times I’ve just tuned it out. But last night, as the instructor was walking around the room, I was listening.

She spoke about letting go. “Stop holding yourself back,” she said. She talked about being in the moment, being in the pose. Letting yourself feel it and enjoy it. Then she said, “Do that outside of yoga, too.”

Light bulb! Be in the moment. Stop holding yourself back. Um….yes!

Towards the end of the class she had everyone try a move that I’ll call, ‘ridiculous-crazy-standing-pretzel’. Let’s just say, it wasn’t happening, not for most of the class anyway. When it was clear that the majority of us were standing out of the pose, she said, “That’s the great thing about yoga, and life, there’s always something to grow into.” Again. Um…yes!

Such a simple thing to say, but it hit home with me. Maybe it was the intense heat and humidity in the room and the fact that I’d sweat out about three liters of fluid, but the things she was saying were resonating deep within me.

During the final shavasana, she played Israel “IZ” Kamakawiwo`ole’s version of Somewhere Over the Rainbow. The song permeates your soul. It’s beautiful. It resonated as well.

Sometimes things just click. You have one of those moments where you think, “She’s talking about me.” Or. “This song was written for me.”

Last night was one of those. And when we took our final unifying Om together, I got it. I’ve known pretty much from the first class that yoga is about so much more than flexibility, but every once in awhile, I really remember why.

What’s ‘clicked’ for you lately? Or maybe you need to find time to reconnect with yourself too…

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Fitness Funk? Find your Focus

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It’s the second week in January which means millions of people across the world have revved up their exercise routines and the gyms are packed to the rafters.

People are excited about exercise again. Their goals have been redefined and they’re raring to go.

So why was it that I found myself firmly in the middle of a full on fitness funk?

Yesterday, figured it out…

Over the years, I’ve discovered one very important fact about myself. I am goal oriented. Give me a goal, and I will achieve it. (or make a really valiant effort) I need to see a finish line, a light at the end of the tunnel. I don’t do well with generalizations like, ‘get in shape’. What does that even mean? I need something to shoot for. In the past that’s usually been a race. I’ve trained for first a 5km, then a 10km, then a 1/2 marathon, then a triathlon. If I’ve signed up for something, committed to doing it, I’m going to do it.

The problem is, I currently don’t have a race to train for. My next race isn’t until the end of May which gives me way too much time to make excuses. Over the last month I found myself unmotivated, quick to make excuses, and feeling generally ‘blah’ about the whole thing.

And then yesterday, two things happened.

1) I went for a run. This in of itself is not unusual. But on yesterday’s run with my training buddy and bestie, something shifted in my brain. We were talking about goals and how neither of us had a Holy Shit goal this year. I was blaming my lack of goal setting for my general apathy towards exercise and then I realized, Wait a minute. Why do I NEED a new and different goal? I love running. So why not focus on that? Do what I love.” And knowing me and my oh so slightly competitive nature, I’ll do everything I can to create a new personal best in the process (hey, I am who I am) But the whole thing was such a basic concept, but one I couldn’t see because it was too close.  My first lightbulb moment of the day – Focus on doing what I love. And love doing it.

2) Later that night, I went to hot yoga with another fabulous bestie. Because of Christmas craziness it had been almost a month since I’d been to class. I missed it. I’d been looking forward to it all day. At the beginning of the practice the instructor/yogi, tells us to set an intention. It can be a spiritual or physical intention. Whatever you need. My intention was to just be there in the moment (this is difficult for me as my mind wanders…a lot!) and to refocus on my body to rediscover my fitness mojo. The Yogi we had for last nights class is tough. She challenges our bodies and our minds and after four weeks off, both my mind and body got exactly the workout they needed! Somewhere between high plank, downward dog and frog (ow!) something clicked for me. My second lightbulb moment  of the day – Focus both on what my body AND my mind need.

Such simple concepts, but I’d lost sight of them. Sure, exercise is good for the body. Yes, I need it to stay healthy. BUT, my mind needs it too. I have a tendency to get wrapped up in my thoughts, overwhelmed by day to day life and the voices characters in my head. Exercise clears that out for me. It’s me time. Time for me to connect with myself and leave everything else behind.

I woke up this morning feeling good (and yes, a bit sore). But I’m ready to focus on what my body and mind need and I’m going to love doing it! And if it doesn’t fit that very simple criteria…it’s out.

How about you? Any light bulb moments when it comes to your exercise/fitness routine? Why do you do the activities you do?

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